I am in love...with an adobe aficionado

The other night I found Rick's new lady friend online and wrote her a message about how I would like to role play with her and do some sort of naughty things. Well when I read her response I was in love. She suggested that we role play, only I act like myself and she acts like Ken Griffey Jr. Now, if you know me, this is the PERFECT response for me. I immediately had feelings of joy and love. I thought to myself, am I really going to have to steal his girlfriend like I did his last one? Anyways, for the past couple of days I have been thinking about how much this girl was perfect and how Rick was lucky...Well, not so fast. Tonight when I was talking to Rick, I told him about how she had responded to me and how excited I was..He didn't recall remembering if he knew what she had written me back. When I told him, and explained how this response has invoked feelings of love, he laughed and told me that he told her exactly what to write and she didn't really understand whshe was writing it to me. I then had an epiphany that many have you already have come to realize. I am in love with Rick. People tell us that we are dating and what not but it didn't hit me until then why we hang out so much....That response to my message supposedly came from a girl that I had never met and knew little about, and it was enough to make me fall in love....Come to find out it comes from someone whom I hang out with all the time, share many of the same interests, and seem to always have a fun time with...Now throw in the message that I fell in love with and it is all well too clear...This may just be the man I will be with for the rest of my life, just some hot fling, or a relationshiT that will turn into a bad breakup eventually....Regardless of what the future holds, I owe it to myself to admit it when I am in love and to give love a chance....I just realized it's not a joke, I really am in love with Dick.